im back! with a random post (:

so..! its been almost 6 months since my last post.
think i'll start penning down some of my thoughts again.

its a wednesday afternoon, im at my new home at sengkang.
yes, tell me about it. i know its far already lol..
at least, theres LIFE right opposite my block.
but still far from civilisation, and important people and places =(
a smaller home, n as they say, smaller homes give off a cosier feel!
true to a certain extent, but seriously, i have no space for my clothes,
my toys..my stuffs!
unable to sneak out late night(n not come back) always as easily at my hougang home too..
well, enough about my new home now.

im left with another 3months+ of classes, projects n essays.
n im done with it! but yeah i know, i dont have a 100% attendance,
nor do i study freaking hard. well im no perfect student :)
NO idea where i would wanna start work at yet tho.
the indian lecturer said today,
"do you want a job? or build your career?" (somewhere along those lines)
which is so true n got me thinking, again. yeah i know women cant stop thinking, esp me lol
obviously one will want to find a job that he'll be passionate for and grow on it.
so its important to know what drives u in the long run.
oh n im still quite lost lol..

i like things to be stable, but yes situations can change suddenly when u least expect.
adaptation is so hard. for now, somehow i just feel that things are rather messy..
n trust me i have no idea why.
the most probable reasons i can think of are...

home is not entirely tidied up!
room is still alittle messy, n clothes still bursting out of the closet
projects n essays are on the way
thinking too much into the future? well i like to have some kind of idea or planning right?
MAYBE my hormones are acting up?
i usually dont have pms, but just feeling kinda moody n im not sure why!
oh n i miss my bf <_<" reservists sucks!
i admit im needy for hugs, pats, kisses n encouragement really.
like a shelter from the messy world for that short period that i have.

as usual, i hope there wont be any hiccups along the way.
n to those in dispair, dont fret! im sure some kind of solution will come up.
n to those who are like so freaking happy, like please share some love n joy?
take care.